~celticBRIDE

Well, today I had my torture devices...i mean braces adjusted. Usually it's not a big deal. My mouth just hrts for a few days. But not this time. I have rubberbands in my freaking mouth. they feel like they're pulling my teeth out. I can't stand it. I can only take them out for eating and brshing. I even have to sleep in them.
I have no idea how long I'll be stuck with these things. At least a month. Hopefully I can ditch them afer that. Otherwise I might shooot my orthodontist. Those who know me know that I'm not kidding.
Besides that I still have all my other pressures pushing down on me. I feel like I have ono idea what I'm doing. I ALWAYS know what I'm doing, so this is a new and not very fun feeling.
I was out with my mother yesterday, ckecking out the flea market for my knick-knack collection and all of a sudden she asks me what I want for my birthday. I had completely forgot that was coming. I'm going to be (a certain number that I refuse to post here). It's amazing. I wonder what I'm doing this year. It's kind of late to plan something big. It's just a pain in the ass.